Damn... I feel so locked up somehow, maybe it's just me not keeping myself open moinded or... is it becasue I cant run my own life cuz someone is keep bugging me like a beeee... Whatever it is, I guess I have to wait for sis to finish her school. And STOP ASKING MONEY FROM ME OVER SOME SHIT, you know am broke!

I have lil bit more to go before I could proceed to something that I wanna do, like...

~ starts comission
~ planning for the website
~ sketching
~ character designing
~ scripting and drawing comic
~ fanart
~ making website...damn, if I have money I would hired a programmer for this...

the important one is taking e-commerce short course, am so slow at ads and communication, online bussiness thingy... I know some might find it easy, if you thinks you are, shush it! Am not you and you're not me. Guide please? yes, if show off arrogantly...SHUT UP!!! I had enough hearing what I hear...

Just this time, I hope I know what I am taking. If only they support me on studying degree for animation at a right place and if I had to do scholarship then I'll do it. At least had some practical in compny and leads to go. Not easy to do but easy to say, but there's no support... ga'ah...whatever, sometimes why not if I could feel something and do things my own...

Feeling so cramp up right now and confused, I need to be open minded...am feeling like a spoil Prince Zuko right now, lol. blah... at least what I know is give me some space who I wanna be friend with and where I wanna go. It's not like I will do something bad when I already learn my lesson once, it's enough to let me see something >.<

Uhm, like how you say...stop being over-protective. Am 24...

ok I better shut up lol